E

I admit
from time to time
I wonder where we'd
be right now

I usually draw a blank
It's not something
I've experienced before

I wanted it to happen
with you

I wanted to be a
grown up woman with you
I wanted a mature relationship

 Not just groping in the
backseat of a car

I wanted you to
meet my mom

I was so happy
I smiled

My mistake
It's always
my fault

You could've said Goodbye