Deppression

Its back
After so long i thought
it would never return

The night hit me
blinded me

i can't take it
Slowly it cripples me

its infectious
it's spreads
with out a warning

I have no antidote

I have forgotten from before
I think there may be nothing that can be done

It's leaving me broken
And the pain
the insufferable pain
nothing can numb it
no one can make it go away

Untitled

I was ready
Emotionally
Mentally
Physically

And then it happened
and it was okay
Perfectly fine
i felt nothing

then it hit me
it was never for love
it wouldn't be for love

that years from now
you wont even remember my name

But I'll know there never was any Love